Who I was before, who I am now.

Hello!

Today I felt like I wanted to share about myself.

Through past years I have been keeping a photos and videos for "future references". I like to kept things from past so that when I found or see it in the future, I would like "heeyyy....I still have this thing??" haha..

One document (actually there are a lot of it but I haven't go through while I was at kampung..so..) I recently copied to my hard disk is a video of our family 'vacation' to Pekan Nabalu.

When I watch every scene I talk, I get mad at myself. I got myself thinking "Is this who I am?? Why am I so angry all the time I spoke???" Haha..I must admit that I am (was) a hot-tempered person.

That was the past, now that I have found Jesus Christ's Love, I try and learn how to speak with love, respect all person, young or old. Love them and show the love that Christ has given to me.

I must also admit that I have just recently found the greatest peace in Christ the Lord, despite the years I have fulfill my ministry as Gospel Musician and involved in many church activities. Most of the times, I wasn't focus for God..I steal the glory that only our God can have. No wonder I felt empty after great musical experience. I came back with zero blessings.

After the change, I want to focus to the very important point; Every bad doing I still tied to is released, there is nothing can compare to the LOVE of Christ when I decided to give my whole life to Him. How I long for His presence all the time.

One's to change is not easy -with self strength- but very easy when we prayed for Jesus' help. We prayed that only Jesus can give us a complete freedom..and once we have decided to get up and only seek His face, never compromise with sin, ever again!

These changes made my whole life complete. I am alive!!

Jesus Saved Me!!