As time forward, there are many things I wish I can change, many things I wish I can save and many things I wish I can redo. But times never know the meaning of rewind. All that ever happened around me many years ago cannot be changed anymore.
Dear sisters, I wish I can save you from your dark past. It kills me everytime I remember. I wish I know the things going on during that time and I wish I can free you from the hurting. Now, I can only sit here and think how much it hurts me too.
Dear sister, I wish I did not go mad when waiting for you to go to school. I wish we can walk side by side and teach you the lesson i learnt as a brother. I wish I helped you to grow mature.
In most of the cases, I failed to be your good brother. I failed to show how much I love you all. I failed to show what love supposed to be as siblings.
Time goes by, you both grow up. What have happened cannot be changed, I know and I regrets some of it.
I realized, now is the only time I can show you how much I love you all. Now is the time that I should make you proud to have me as a brother. Now is the time I can show what wonderful life is about to our little brother. And I hope I will not dissapoint you guys for the second time. God bless.
Tuesday, April 15, 2014
Monday, January 20, 2014
L.O.V.E
We love because HE first loved us.
For many years ago when I was younger, I remember back then when we have this very annoying neighbor. But when I think back again, I just don't find the reason to hate them so much like we did years ago.
While I was driving this afternoon, suddenly I reminded of this event that eventually make me felt guilty. I'm about to cry and I said my simple prayer, "Lord, forgive us for what we've done..".
You know, that neighbor sell a cookies (kue pisang etc.). No matter how mad we are towards them, they always go in front of gate and yell "Kueee..mau beli kuee?"..that's what break my heart so much. T.T
Now that we are away from the place we used to stay, they are no longer visible from us, they taught me a lessons.
A man more than 2000 years ago did the same. HE loved us that HE became the greatest sacrifice, died on the cross to save us. HE open a new way for us so that we no longer have to walk in vain, alone.
We loved because HE first loved us, we must love our neighbor, friends and families in order to become few percent like HIM.
1 Korintus 13:13 Demikianlah tinggal ketiga hal ini, yaitu iman, pengharapan dan kasih, dan yang paling besar di antaranya ialah kasih.
For many years ago when I was younger, I remember back then when we have this very annoying neighbor. But when I think back again, I just don't find the reason to hate them so much like we did years ago.
While I was driving this afternoon, suddenly I reminded of this event that eventually make me felt guilty. I'm about to cry and I said my simple prayer, "Lord, forgive us for what we've done..".
You know, that neighbor sell a cookies (kue pisang etc.). No matter how mad we are towards them, they always go in front of gate and yell "Kueee..mau beli kuee?"..that's what break my heart so much. T.T
Now that we are away from the place we used to stay, they are no longer visible from us, they taught me a lessons.
A man more than 2000 years ago did the same. HE loved us that HE became the greatest sacrifice, died on the cross to save us. HE open a new way for us so that we no longer have to walk in vain, alone.
We loved because HE first loved us, we must love our neighbor, friends and families in order to become few percent like HIM.
1 Korintus 13:13 Demikianlah tinggal ketiga hal ini, yaitu iman, pengharapan dan kasih, dan yang paling besar di antaranya ialah kasih.
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