As time forward, there are many things I wish I can change, many things I wish I can save and many things I wish I can redo. But times never know the meaning of rewind. All that ever happened around me many years ago cannot be changed anymore.
Dear sisters, I wish I can save you from your dark past. It kills me everytime I remember. I wish I know the things going on during that time and I wish I can free you from the hurting. Now, I can only sit here and think how much it hurts me too.
Dear sister, I wish I did not go mad when waiting for you to go to school. I wish we can walk side by side and teach you the lesson i learnt as a brother. I wish I helped you to grow mature.
In most of the cases, I failed to be your good brother. I failed to show how much I love you all. I failed to show what love supposed to be as siblings.
Time goes by, you both grow up. What have happened cannot be changed, I know and I regrets some of it.
I realized, now is the only time I can show you how much I love you all. Now is the time that I should make you proud to have me as a brother. Now is the time I can show what wonderful life is about to our little brother. And I hope I will not dissapoint you guys for the second time. God bless.
