You know, I get hard time to do these two jobs at the same time. I almost surrender. It wasn't easy for my level. Then I complain to my loved one, Milhayane, that I felt so down I almost can't take it. But then she gave me this words;
"Do you remember Nick Vujicic? He can do almost everything. Why can't you?"
Nick's wedding day with his wife Kanae Miyahara |
She got me thinking though. Yes, she was right. She got the point. Then she added;
"Jesus is there, you must pray harder and harder."
I feel light afterwards. I'm motivated. But yet, my job is still hard. Well, this is how most people felt when they're going through first time experience in their so-called "GOOD CARRIER".
Then I think to my self again, success is not something we can reach without ups and downs. Success is something we can poses after we win the battle against our barrier, the obstacles. Outside there, is not very much like what we've encountered or imagined in school. There are more aggressive people, hard headed people and 'thaichi' people, by the mean 'thaichi' is someone who would release his fault to another person.
Well, the world is cruel they said. But to me, the human are the cruelest, not the world.
So far, I just stay calm and relaxed. May GOD be with me. Amen.
Good Day =)
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